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went to school today for
ONE (and a half) GLORIUS HOUR!
travelling time is more than time spent in school lor.

anyway
it was maths tut
tomorrow im going to die
two hours of maths!
two hours of econs!
-faints

today super hot.
or humid?
whatever it was, its UNCOMFORTABLE to the max.
today i was easily irritable.
grrrr.

but the weather was weird too
siewhwa minyi and i were like o.O? during maths
first it was like going to rain
darkdark and everything
and then suddenly, SUNLIGHT!
and then got thunder
and then it started to rain.

while eating lunch
the rain stopped
and the sun was supersuper hot.
O.o??

after lunch they went off for bio
went to northpoint, waited for lionel
went to buy my stuff :D
den waited around for martin
he say reach at ONE-SOMETHING
in the end THREE-FIFTEEN den appear.
we dai-ed so long in popular until we almost collect cobwebs liao.

wna read the whole collection of russell lee ghost stories
wna read the whole collection of gooesbumps/mr. midnight
wna read the whole collection of chicken soup
wna read the whole collection of sweet valley

damn these authors,
write so much for what
;C

walked around,
kinda decided to get an igallop for martin's birthday
but sicne no money,
we'll just buy the horse-head-on-stick thingy at minitoons
HAHA.

collected martin
went to lionel's house for the rest of the afternoon
supposed to go watch the mandarin drama,
but they say script changed
or something liddat
den no $$ to go anyway
so didnt.

SAW BENJI AT LAST.
he's superduperchaojiwudi CUTE!
and so mild
lionel could spin him on the floor
wahhhh miko will just eat my arm lor.
i luuurrrrvvvveeee benji!
:DDDD

all these dogs,
like guangzu's one too
all so mild
hooboy.
kinda regret not training miko properly.

martin was playing playstation the whole time
me and lionel hogging the comp
OOH,
i think his guitar very nice.
brownbrown one
not those classical type
i think is electric?
i dontknow i super guitar-illiterate
anyway got knobs and everything
must plug in one
waaay cool
(:

watching random videos online,
we're so going to buy pepsi and mentos one day.
blog-hopping
rockson, colinandkero, kennysia etcetc.
friendster-ing.
HOOOO.
and, MSN DOODLE!
woo-
i never used the doodle board before
was totalling treasuring my time with it
pearlene thought i was some pre-school kid or something,
RIGHT PEARL? :DDD
wahh my handwriting/drawing sucks
wonder how niang can draw spongebob patrick and squidward on that thing.

and then we all went to play ps 2.
CAPCOM vS SNK 2!
been sooooo many donkey years since i last played
i suddenly miss pinyi's thrashing.
okay, maybe not the thrashing, but i certainly miss playing (and DDR too!)

left the place around evening
GOODBYE BENJI ;C
took the lift
so long never take the lift liao,
and of all times,
WE GOT STUCK INSIDE!
for about a minute lah.
the life was going down when suddenly, BOOM!
and it stayed there
all three of us looked at the sign thingy
it was stuck at level 6.
ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE!
nolah.
we were sort of laughing like crazy nuts actually.
pressed the emergency button abit (so fun eh)
almost about to call the lift maintainance thingy
den there was another BOOM!
and the lift door opened
we all ran out and down the stairs instead.
martin was like thanking the staircase or something.

took a nice long walk to northpoint
i do so love the environment
very nice (:
but
weather was SO irritable.
RAWR.

mrt-ed to town then.
aircon, sweet aircon.

ate at plaza sing
along the way saw loads of pple with "MOS" writted all over their face.
lionel was being a bunch of sour grapes,
"have life den must go MOS one meh?"
"MOS so boring"
HAHAHAHA.

trying to pick particular letters
from a whole buncha confetti
tht's like hunting for a needle in a HUGE haystack.
but can be done
(:

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something freaky happened this morning.
while i was still sleeping
i heard my music box play.
O.O!!!!
i havent wound it up for so long
oh, please let there be a logical explanation
like cos the air cold so the metal contract and dontknowwhat thing inside move so got sound
-prays-

went to school today
didnt know where seminar room one was.
turned out is RIGHT BESIDE THE BAND ROOM.
-slaps forehead-
omg i feel so absentminded lah.
only claud was in the room
so went to canteen to buy food
lumdeedum

thought i could die today
one and half hours of chemistry TUT.
then TWO and a half hours of gp.

but it wasnt that bad,
HAHA.

gp was in complab five
hooboy!
did project work for about an hour.
BRAINDEAD.
i felt like i was tackling some seriously long maths equation
and i had no idea what i was doing
super lost.
like i didnt know what was happening.

but it cleared up after that.
(:
i realized i couldnt ask for a better pw group
thanks xinyi claud and ritesh!

and then the rest of the time was spent at bits and pieces
and other blogs
and neopets
HAHA.

after that went to the dungeon
for a clean-up
quite fun arh.
trying to keep the cat out,
moving out all the tents and ropes and bottles and lamps
OOOH I LOVE THE LAMPS!
they look so antique
(:

got down and dirttttyyyy.
the pails of water like never stopped changing
cos once the cloth was put inside, the water turned black.
super dirty shelves yeah.
was crawling on all fours to reach the waywaywaaaaaayyy inside.

I MISS ODAC LOADS ;C
so long didnt see some pple
like YANNI.
ohmyyyyyyyyyyy.

after that we had pt.
RAN TO ADMIRALTY LEH!
from yishun!
thought i could drop dead by the time we reached sembawang.
anyway
it taught us to APPRECIATE THE MRT.
on the mrt,
with the comfort of the aircon,
stations seem so near to each other.
BUT WHEN URE OUT THERE RUNNING,
IN THE BLAZING HOT SUN
waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
the mrt stations like super super far far away lah.
so thats why
we must all be thankful for the mrt
(:

mandarin drama
mandarin drama~
should i or should i not?
;C

kinda wondering which post i should run for.
or maybe i should just run for the bus.
sam and i were talking about stupid things like that.

its kinda weird.
i mean, you nominate two pple whom you think "can make it"
and then the nominees will have to make a speech
and everybody votes again
like HELLO, wouldnt we just vote for who we nominated in the first place?
zzZZ.

feel like my home is quite falling apart.
after all, everything starts from the parents.
when the parents are gone,
everything'll fall.
my mum says im the only one who he can talk to now
he's my snake.
ive been talking to him every night
afraid to turn him away.
afraid of what may happen

thank goodness its better.
everything hangs on wednesday.
please let it come true
pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
and then everything will go back to the way it was
maybe then they'll start talking to each other.
maybe then he'll be back to normal
please let me have an early birthday wish come true.

dad's been pretty down in the dumps
low in morale
its happend before
but he had just bounced back the other time
this time
he's not fighting
;C

yes, the value of hardwork and such is gone.
nowadays employers just want young, creative, innovative, think out of the box!
everybody is trying so hard to be unique,
until theyre all the same.
everybody is stressing on cca! grades alone wont be of much help
as a result everyone is pia-ing ccas.
something considered special, a talent, a bonus,
now being overly-exploited.
this is a time i hate the advancement of the world.
rawrs to you.

on the school aspect,
life is sweet.
muching on a snickers bar
(:

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sylvester (while tuning sam):
"you're flat.. flat... still flat. fat. fat. fat plus ten."
HAHAHAHAH.
he didnt even know he was saying that.
and weeleong worse.
"plus ten only arh?"
MEANIES.

OHNO.
my phone memory is LOW.
cant take pictures
;CCC

gahhhhh.

eating chocolate tht mr darren sim bought for the band
i wonder why my jaw is aching.
too sweet?
-shudders-

doing gp l.e.p. and bloghopping at the same time is not good.
makes my answers all very sarcastic.
one question is "why is the word 'perfection' in inverted commas?"
i wrote: i dontknow.
HATE those questions the the apple core!
-rawr

lots of people's birthdays a-coming.
during band guanyu kept going around "3rd june arh.. must remember."
den i just tag along beside her and add "23rd june also, 23rd june also."
saves me time
;D

feel like sleeping
the wind is blowing.
cold.
rainy weather
best
for





-snores

just went to see my mum and sis studying
den my bro switched on the tv
kfc advertisement
all of us sighed.
feel like eating.

i feel fat now luh.
must be the chocolate.

and my honey of a hamster just pulled a houndini on me again
she's under the sink sleeping.
cute git.

there's something wrong with my darling
;C
heard he was fine running around and being Mr. Excitement before i woke up
i could hear him tearing up and down the stairs
and my mum and sis trying to get him back down.
BUT after lunch
he's just moping around
OHMYDEARDEARDEAR miko,
are you okay?
;C
he's not even leashed up but he's still staying in the corner
when there's thunder he didnt even run to us like he used to
what's wrong?

maybe he's just getting old
anyway i love miko to bits (:
every morning before leaving the house
will sit next to him and face the cold, nice morning air
every evening come back
his tail always wagging
ball or bone in his mouth
WAHWAHWAH.
super cute.
loves (:

i finally got my hands on this month's readers digest!
feel so lost without it
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

got some homework to do
but not doing
._.

RAWR.
i wonder if the girls are free on my birthday
like last years breakfast at siglap mac
miss that place
used to be there almost every saturday
the stationery shop;
the make-up stuffs.
MISS THE GIRLS

i want to watch movies!
but
no $$
no company
;CCC

wondering if doing all these would make any difference.
probably not.
its quite ironic actually.
but i shant say.

love the yj band peeps,
loads.

going to re-arrange the links one day
so confusing.

anyway
dropped by for a short time today
back to readers' digest (:

HAPPY DAY!
;D

caught about four hours of sleep (ONLY!) yesterday
cos had dental appointment
-yawns-

went for dental,
wanted to finish it den come home and SLEEP!
but decided to go walk around plaza sing to look for birthday presents
but i ended at like, nine.
the shopping center not open.

walked up and down kent ridge wing a number of times
one member of the staff said "good morning ma'am" to me
and i heard him repeat it to other people as well
SO SWEET LOR
good service award!!
;D

and there was this daymoth on the wall
never moved
walked past it about five times
;D

so i dai-ed in mummy's office until ten
den set off,
delibrately dragging my feet.
still reached ps at a very pervertic hour when not many shops were open.
rar.

made a rather impromptu decision and called martin and lionel down.

walked around ps a longlong time
while martin and lionel were like dolling up or something i suppose.
;x

den went bugis cos i wanted to go bras besar complex to look for stuffs.
so i did.
found my stuffs - oh happy day (:
den martin reached.

walked around awhile
spied on lionel ;D
ate mac's
took some gay pictures.

saw daphne khoo in bugis!
my.
she's shorter than me!
;DDDDDDDDD

then they took train with me all the way back to tanahmerah
and then went on a date.
thts the last i saw of them today.

went home and showered and everything
was out of the house in one hour
fell TOTALLY asleep on the bus to school.
was kinda late.

saw CHONG with khai outside LT numberdontknowwhat.
she did magic to her hair!
or rather, her aunt did.
or someone lah.
look like malay dance one.
super nice!
and so feminine
love syafiah loooaaaaddddds
;D

had slacking time all the way until nine again.
made wendy wear dangling earrings
oh my gawwwdddd lah.
guys wearing dangling earrings look WRONG!

brought my glitter spray to band
glitter was flying all around the place lah.

oh,
khai switched on happytreefriends in the band room
it was like so movie-ing,
should have off-ed the lights
htf is getting more and more violent
eurgh.
HAHA.

anyway
PERFORMANCE WAS GOOD
i didnt screw up my sax part!
SO HAPPY!!
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

tonight saw more people tht i knew
SO HAPPY!
thanks and love loads to the peeps who gave me stuff
the keychain (PENGUIN!) super cute
and flowers are always sweet
(:

rahrahrahrah
LOVED TONIGHT.
feeling thousand and one times better than last night.

and so happy!
got pple ntoice tht i changed my brackets colour!
HAHA.
liddat also can happy
;D

-sighs-
where, oh WHERE can the readers' digest be!
i didnt read the may issue
now the june one has disappeared tooooo.
SAD ;C

feel like im gna sleep until monday
HURHURHUR.

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wht started out happy
ended no so happy today..
;]

NO FEVER TODAY!
was like so WHEW lah
-wipes sweat off forehead-
so scared tht i couldnt play for today's arts fusion
the fever like spastic lah
come and disappear in one day
but main point is - CAN PERFORM!
;D

had pe today
could play games
but didnt wanna
cos ytd just fell sick
and also cos minyi and siwehwa running 2.4!
so we were motivating them

actually, we were just giving out rubberbands.
but everytime they passed by we still motivated them okay!
;DDD

after pe
went to collect vann who was doing her five stations
minyi was feeling rather unwell
;C
takecare dear.
and nat!
fell down and scraped her knee or smth
and XINYI!
kena hit by bball and fell on the ground
hate tht ground, super rough
so her knee there aso knea scraped
so many injured pple
takecare can dears

after pe was econs
major sian-ness
somebody should really do something about the lecturer.
thank super heavens tht mr. syn is going to teach the next chapter
;DDD

after econs,
was supposed to be maths
but claud received an sms - NO MATHS!
ohmy!
everybody was like super high all of a sudden!
went to eat
;)

den i was actually dreading one and a half hours of gp
but turned out there was some talk thing
like, O.O!
eh? how come i didnt know?
it was a talk on h3 papers
so yeah.
quite sian-ded too.
den went for half an hour of gp.

den, I WAS DISMISSED!
cos of arts fusion,
dismissed at 1
and i ended gp at 1230
so, yay!

claud and guanyu wanted to take cab down to chompang.
which was, two bus stops away?
CAB LEH!
just to buy balloons.
then betty supposed to come de
but couldnt reach her so i called sam
den
after some confusion
betty appeared
so i went back to band room with sam.

and then
spent the next one hour walking up and down
from grandstand to library and office and grandstand again
thanks to my dear darling samantha
but we had nothing better to do anyway.

was eating m and m's.
jialiang super nice!
when he go bookshop he help me buy m and m's
and at drinks stall help me buy pineapple!
THANKYOU JIALIANG!
dont listen to mr ong liao
;x
cheer up kay?
(:

and den,
went back to band room
polished instrument
actually just take cloth and rub
i like cleaning syafiah's instrument
cos her's is so new
so can see where is dirty
meanwhile mine,
so old and scratched,
cant tell the difference
so sad ;C

kinda was slacking the whole afternoon
kept practising the sax part for entertainer
over and over again.

walked around outside
oooh
i do so love the garden of life!
loads of things growing there
my favourite is the pandan leaves!
the smell soooo nice every time we walk past
(:
and there's this super green pienapple growing there too.
hurhurhur.

got high with sam, shannon and weisheng.
ohmyohmy.
we sorta swtiched genders
cos weisheng soooo gay!
so called him wendy.
and since sam is a guy's name
and shannon is a unisex name
so im called christopher ;D
while we were taking a picture
somebody said
charlie and charlie's angels.
WRONG!
its charlina and charlina's devils
hohoho.
during dinner (chicken rice)
ate with them
almost died laughing.
love them loads lah
so high
(:

den susanna me and guanyu too
doing random poses in the band room
so like camera hogs
HAHA.
but nevermind
high is high
(:

oh, and with khairul too!
we were like
"HELLO KHAIRUL!"
"HELLO KRISTELLE!"
so randomly
and it was practically shouting!
ohmy
see what a fever does to you?

performance wasnt too bad
entertainer was quite flustered
cos dontknow whr the tambourine and stuffs were!
and i screwed up my sax part
;CCCCCCCCCC
but realized it was quite not worth it anyway.
pple keep saying there's always tomorrow,
but it aint the same.

wendy dear fell down the backstage stairs
ohmyohmy
so careless lah
especially when he's sick today
and then after performance still go out.
tsktsk.

perf ended around 10
but stayed for debrief and stuffs until 1030 liddat
reached home at midnight on the dot
cos missed the last train.
hohum.


at least i know tmr's performance
i wont be that nervous.

i love my band seniors
SYAFIAH CHONG!
i'll miss you so!
and i love my batch members too
(:


i learnt some things today
that im never going to amount as much to you guys
as you guys mean to me.
and that no matter how hard i try
its never going to be enough
and that i know
i am not at all important in your lives.
i mean, look at just now
i didnt exist
so i can safely assure you guys now,

its over,
gonegonegonegonegone
now i know what she was talking about
i could never expect anything much from you guys actually.
which is not a bad thing
its just the way things are.

i feel more deluded than anyone else
even my laopo
anyone give me a slap please?
ive tried,
but i cant give myself one which would slam me into a wall and crack my head until i bleed and die.
so please help me,
thank you
(:

cried all the way home
even before walking out of school
tears just running down my cheeks
at the bus stop
in the bus
kept telling my brain "STOP!"
kept telling me eyes "STOP!"
but my heart wouldnt listen.
so after all that
i should have really learnt a lesson right?
((((:

was so psyched up about the perf
so nervous of the sax part
just cos you guys were there
but in the end
it doesnt matter.

was half wishing i would drop dead and die on my way home.
but life would still go on
even if i didnt turn up for school
it aint a difference
never had.
never will.

broke my promise today
promised i wouldnt ever cry over it again
but now,
IVE GAINED ENLIGHTENMENT!
hurhurhur.
still love you guys loads.
but the difference is,
i just fully understand it now.

this is a fast rewinded post (:

tuesday 23 may o6
had napfa today
five stations
ohmylordddd
super happy luh
cos standing broad jump
i jumped 174
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!!
the furthest i ever went in sec school didnt even touch 160
RARRR!!
i think a target really makes a difference.
cos mrs george placed a mat at the 160 mark
den i jumped ovver it
174, 174,
WOOHOO.

then during ct period
had some talk in the hall
mr. ganesh posed us a set of challenges
the first of which being unpunctuality
and the famour 99.9% punctuality yadahyadah
showed us the statistics for latecoming
the maximum we could hit per class, per month was 12
everyone was kinda applauding the class who had 43 late.
you go, ctg late-coming.

after school had band prac,
after band prac had an impromptu decision to go watch the dance arts fusion
;D
well, we didnt sneak in alright
we walked in very guangmingzhengda-ly.
like, we werent on tiptoes or yadahs.
nobody was there to check,
security so lax.

anyway i quite liked the performance
especially one by the malay cultural society.
something to do with books.
ohwells.

wednesday 23 may o6
switched timetable with thursday
cos thursday holiday due to polling day.
(yay love thursdays)
gp lecture was conducted by ms tan (woohoo!)

chinese was in b1-06!
my very first classroom in yj!
i can still remember where most pple sat
like xinyi and vann
and then fredrick and peter
and amal and engchye
and den kirthika too
awwwwwwwwww
miss firstthreemonths
;C

anyway
had oral practice
kinda screwed up the chinese conversation part
i so super cannot converse in chinese lah.
all my thinking all in english one.

chem prac was titration.
the colour was hot pink
oooooooh
super nice (:

the resident school cat just gave birth to a kitty
do cats only give birth to one kitten?
anyway there was only one teeny tiny kitty
eerybody was crowding around it
i was surprised the mamacat didnt go spastic and hissing at everyone
quite friendly luh.
but during breaks
sooooooo many pple crowded around the two animals lah.
saw the kittn
cute lah (:

after school had band
OHMYOHMY
something really GOOD happened!
went for an odac interview,
IM SO HAPPY!
even if i didnt get any post
im like so grateful that they at least gave me an interview
:')

bumped into all my 'brothers'
joseph eka terence mary
they were going orchard again
(icecream!)
asked me ta go, but i was...

.. meeting martin and lionel for dinner!
;D
den after tht martin's sis came
she was doing some really hardsell for mandarin drama
feel so tempted to watch
but im not about to throw away $10

went to tampines
cos martin's sis wanted to buy a shirt
walked around and around
and then she ended up not buying any shirt
HAHA.
martin was right on all counts
;x
anyway when i left them they were still walking around...

walking home at night
loads of stars (:
and there's something i cant quite place about..
fluffy white clouds,
in the middle of the night
it looks quite eerie
but i like
(:

thursday 25 may o6
woke up with a high fever
dont know why or how it sudddenly set in
;C
anyway still went for band rehearsal and run-through
cos so scared i'd screw up on stage
WAS SUPER COLD!
the sun was superhot
den i was wearing sweater and sitting in the sun
could feel my back baking
but arms like snowman.

and i realized i cry was too easily
when someone just asks "are you okay? you sick arh?"
den tears will just well up in my eyes
SO SPASTIC LAH.
i dontknow why either
;x

many thanks to those who were concerned about me
got to know some of them band peeps better
cos they asked me to takecare and get well soon
so touched
(:

especially syafiah!
at one point i was like sitting on the floor
den she massaged my head
and den wahhh hard to describe
SUPER MOTHERLY!
syafiah mummy
and khai papa
HAHAHAHA.
love syafiah to bits and pieces
(:

and friday's post..
is up there (:

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kris. says:
am i loved?

you won't talk but we're not fighting, you hold on to your secrets and I'm not privy to what is on your mind says:
hmmm

you won't talk but we're not fighting, you hold on to your secrets and I'm not privy to what is on your mind says:
im not sure

you won't talk but we're not fighting, you hold on to your secrets and I'm not privy to what is on your mind says:
i dont think so though

you won't talk but we're not fighting, you hold on to your secrets and I'm not privy to what is on your mind says:
no balloon = no loveeeee

so practical ah, sam?

went to school today to get some LOVE.
that is, passed samantha her DORAEMON balloons
omg she loves balloons lah
:D

had gp today
got kinda high with the roleplaying stuff
adrian: "why they not rolling. its roll-playing what"
HAHA.

chinese had listening compre
managed to pass on the dot
my oh my, its super tricky.

anyway who cares about school.
went to orchard after school with terence and eka
so sad joseph wasnt in the mood
;C
cheer up can?

so yah it was me tortoise and penguin
and theyve just adopted me as a "meimei'
;)

well, went to orchard first
stopped by bitsandpieces
to choose a gift for eka's girl
SUPERDUPER SWEET sia.
bought her a necklace with an engraved pendant.
spent a long time choosing the pendant
then in the end the one we picked no more stock
-__________________________-
chose another, and almost left the shop
before we realized we havent got a chain
HAHA.
picked a sweetsweet chain
started talking about metallic lustre
and then electrons and stuff
-covers ears-

had to come back in twenty minutes
so went to, uh, look for teddy bear i think.
then, SHOP CLOSED!
eka's world came crashing down to his feet.

so went to buy balls.
i mean, takopachi, of course
;)

and then,
VENEZIA icecream!
ohmyohmy i LOVE the icecream loads.
today tried the belgium chocolate one
SUPER NICE.
hurhurhur.
happy.
(:

den went back to collect the necklace
raaaarrrr.
so sweet.
im like getting diabetes.

walked to heerens for me to pick up my stuffs
and for eka to choose a nice teddy bear
he's like so broke
not going to be able to eat the whole of next month
;x

and then,
walked to fareast for terence to get a haircut
SO FAR LOR.
no wonder call far east
;C

and then,
SHOP CLOSED (for dinner)
HAHAHA.
so went to the shop next door

ohmanohman
terence hair now SUPER HANSOM lah.
cant describe it
me and eka supposed to choose his hairstyle for him
without him being able to decide,
cos he owe eka money or something

at first wanted him to cut botak
but then,
aiyah wanted to experiment abit
then turn out so WAH.
super nice lah cant take it.

the back of the hair the V shape so nice
wahwahwah
den can cut lines at the side of the head one
wahwahwahwah.
wanted him to cut "YJ" so tht the principal will be so touched and not scold him bout his hair
HAHAHA.

rar.
cant get over the hair sia.

and the hairdresser damn nice
she say if i cut exactly like terence liddat
den she will cut free for me
HAHAHA
i'd just die of trama and shock lah.

tmr got band prac
lumdeedum
hopefully band will loosen up after arts fusion.

OHMY
IM HAPPY TODAY
and three pple know why
;DDDDD

no uncle james online today
no retardedness
:C

sometimes i think i drink water because its there, know?
like, without a bottle, it doesnt affect me,
but once i have a bottle i will just keep drinking.
maybe that's why i suddenly have the urge to drink the insecticide in front of me.
last time i wanted to drink the shampoo.
eeeks
better keep these stuffs away from me
HAHAHA

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did i mention tht im super happy
cos got quite some pple going for the band arts fusion
even tho theyre not going for the band (;C),
but at least theyll be there
woohoo!
:D

uncle james is a retard.
HAHAHAHA
yay
another spastic person
(:

AT LAST I GOT MY HANDS ON SOME ICECREAM (and a spoon)
-RAWR!

first time in my life eat peanut butter icecream!
:DDDD
tastes nice.
and cookies and cream ALWAYS taste nice (:
but add both tgr...
uh.
nevermind
(:

oohyah
were talking about changing hairstlyes
martin's hairstyle so easy to change
just cut off the fringe can liao.
;x
they keep asking me cut machiam AEON FLUX.

really quite in two minds about it
one one hand, hair will always grow back
(:
on the other, really feel very bu-she-de (reluctant)

but if i cut,
i promise i will cut until cannot tie up!
den got change mah,
right?
:D

anyway
still on transnational migration.
cheers to me (:

listening to cannon in d - vienna boys choir
they sound so soulful.

i suddenly feel happy
(maybe the chocolates got kinda potent)

but still
LOVE TO ALL!

i did wanted to list out alot of pple
but,
things could get complicated
heeheeheeee

suddenly realize that alot of people make me very happy
even if its something as simple as smiling at me or saying "hi".
im happy!
:DDDDD

and my goal is to:
hurhurhur (;

i feel kinda spastic.
how my mood changes so frequently.
but nevermind
its better to feel this way
(:

lets just hope it works out
-cross fingers-

while out yesterday
there was a point when i said
if one had manymany friends
one wouldnt have enough time.
martin said: acquaintances
(:
bytheway
we didnt stop walking (save for two 5-minutes sitting down) at all from lunch to dinner leh.
stood for so long
no wonder im growing shorter lah.
(gravity mahs. HAHAHA.)

transnational migration now.
-grumbles

missing alot of pple right now
cant wait for the last two weeks of june holidays.
i swaer, i'll spend at least two hours a day studying - really!
and the rest of the time will be spent painting the town brown (cos i like brown, not particularly red)
NO SLEEPING!
hurhur.
saving money starts now i suppose.
lets all save money kays!

ohyah.
my welcome note is the poem The Walrus and the Carpenter by Lewis Carroll
i love that poem, dontknow why.
but there's a teeny problem,
when the snow starts, the marquee stops
so just rightclick
the snwo will stop, the marquee will start.
yep.
the walrus and the carpenter
(:

get well soon to all the unwell pple.
;)

time for a pep talk.
somebody give me a slap
:)

must be the chocolate working out already
or the evolution of dance.
music makes you feel better.
trying to find the songs but kinda hard ;C

im thinking of what it can be.
im working towards that.
wouldnt it be nice?
:)

overslept until onethirty,
and still had to drag myself outta my bed
;C
oh let me sleep can?
zzZZ.

but shitloads of homework to do.
now taking break
short break or long break i dont know
:P

forgot to add some things bout yesterday.
lionel has a new phone!
dont know wht model
im not good with remembering all the numbers
but quite glam lah.
and he dropped it!
first day and he dropped it!
see also heartpain sia.

and another heartpain thing.
NO MORE PICTURES OF BENJI!
man.
i like benji lah.
no, scratch tat, im already head over heels in LURVE with benji.
keep asking lionel give me his number
but he say benji shy.
maybe i'll ask miko to ask benji.
after all, dogs more comfortable with dogs right?
that is, if benji even has a number ;D

both of them were on a factory mode yesterday.
keep folding straw hearts and stars and whatnots.
got a heart from both of them :D
and my awesome laopa folded a wand for me with a star and three hearts
den he waved it at lionel
'idiot! ding! eh! this wand works leh, the idiot appear liao!"
ouch.

went to action city at heerens.
all the pigs there
looking super cute.
took a picture
reminds me of my tortoise picture
awww ;C
martin took a picture with half of chipanddale.
meaning one of them
the one with the red nose. yep.

went scouting around
at the place whr lionel got his hp pouch
saw some iq keychains.
whoots! i like.
wish i could buy the whole shelf :D
then i'll crack my brain trying to figure them out.
i think in the end i'll just crack the keychains luh.
tsktsk. so easily give up ;x

while walking to far east
stopped by seven eleven
remembered the time we kop-ed the slurpee
:p

got a bit of brainfreeze
kinda happy cos it proves i have a brain
:DDDD

later on at night in tampines
some signs were too glaring for me
felt so blinded
had a headache
hoohoohoo.

and then both of them were suan-ing me about the height
BLEH.
like "tall can bend down but short cannot stretch up!"
blehBLEHbleh.
talking about projectile motion too, lol

ive always wanted to blog about my bathsoap
recently just changed it
super refreshing
especially with coldcold water
it feels like bathing in a lake in a fresh forest in the bright early morning.
HAHAHA
sound so enid blyton lah.

anyway
was rather careless that day
spilt coke on myself
and den the slurpee dripped too.
so you see, i was rather sweet (:

ohyah
friday had chem in an aircon classroom
i was like so fascinated, dontknow why too
NOT COS I NVR SEE AIRCON BEFORE LAH.
but it just feels, more special
AHAHAH.

dontknow how to do two maths questions.,
and still have
one comprehension summary
one 25m (25 meters? LOL) geog essay
one econs essay
more to do.
and den i'll go sleep.
again.

feeling unsettled
dontknow what how im feeling
certainly not good (:

hmmm
used to love odac.
cos it was small.
but now,
and ever since that incident,
hmm.
i feel like the seniors and ms lim herself dont like me.
so yah.
not feeling any closer to them.
might quit any time soon i suppose
just giving up already.
its not particularly helpful if i cant even get along with them

and then maybe i'll be at least able to contribute to band.
having two ccas
and not being able to contribute to any
because half the time im at the other cca
makes me feel so,
useless.

to think i loved odac so much
fought till cried cos they wouldnt let me quit band
and now, feeling like this.
ohwell.
things dont always go the way we want.
just because of one incident
pple remember me for that
my fault i suppose
but thanks for not giving me any chances
and even more thanks for ruining any oppurtunity i had
by telling them too.
urgh.
i wont ever forget this lesson.
thought it would be a new beginning, but no.
past caught up,
ruined the future.
haix
:C

i still think its a waste
just because you dont see it doesnt mean it doesnt exist.
and you just choose according to what you see.
but nevermind
so many new people.
all getting along so well i feel kind of excluded....






...ohmygawd lah.
i need to quit odac.

going to find some chocolate.
happy food.

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didnt go for odac cip today
:CCC

went for arts fusion rehearsal instead
quite long waiting times..
until instrument also cold liao.
so tuning was way out.

the acoustics in the audi are weird.
sounds quite nice in the band room
but in the audi everything starts flying around.

stayed back to work on the entertainer for awhile,
had kinda fun doing it
;D

the -ahem- floor managers are super cute
:DDDDD

can say tht got to know a few pple better - HAPPY!
;)

after tht
went to meet diyeh and niang at northpoint
waited for them to finish their bubble tea
den mrt-ed to town

first stop - taka
cos niang needed to return a charger?
something like that.
kinda got lost
ended up drifting around aimlessly at times

felt so tempted by all the food
oooOOooh
wish i could eat everything i wanted
;D

den went cine.
ate longjohns
we always seem to eat longjohn's
but nevermind,
budget (:

after that,
THE ROYAL SPORTING HOUSE!
or is it world of sports?
didnt take note, but
I LOVE THE STAIRS INSIDE!
its so australia lah
niang didnt know there were stairs inside
so we were like walking up and down the stairs
den diyeh standing outside,
refusing to acknowledge us
;D

den went to get balloons for sam.
YOU HEAR THAT SAM?
we're giving you a 1o-month advance birthday present!
or a 2 months belated one, whichever you choose
(:

went to check out the movie timings
da vince code sold out all the way mans.
theyve both watched it alr (result of ponning school lah ;C)
stayed at teh ticketing there
watching the tv for trailers.

CLICK looks like a great movie!
and the one starring amanda bynes too.
LOVE AMANDA BYNES.
but shes abit too skinny
didnt know she had a twin brother.
but still, the movie like very funny
and there was another one too but forgot wht it's about.
we were all taking note of the dates of release
june 1 july 20 where two tht i rmb-ed.
haha.
CLICK click CLICK!!
about a remote control which can work on everything
hurhur ;D

anyway
aim of the day : present for niang's dad.
sub-aim of the day : handphone pouch for niang

walked around heerens after that
got the handphone pouch (one down!)

argh
so many goodlooking pple leh.
and den once again the both of them standard so high
make me feel super zibei lor
;C

den got a couple of angmoh girls
super goodlooking
:)

ANYWAY!
went to far east.
walked a longlong way
and then whn reached there
decided to go metro back at taka there.
._.

narrowed down gift choices to ties or underwear
-____________________-

the ties are so super expensive lah.
so decided to go tampines instead
hurhur.
forced, no, persuaded lionel to come tampines.
bought a super nice tie!
black and silver
pretty leh (:

had a great time
was being high
laughing so hard until like got abs.
stuff like randomly pointing to the sky,
ahaha ;x

den at one point we were laughing the hardest was
when martin asked us to guess the name of his sec sch's classes.
cos all named after christian males.
frm a all the way to k
so we were guessing all the names
damn funny
whn reached b lionel said "bobo chacha"
LOL
den came up with things like idiot, duck, horny, alot of brand names etcetc.
the most funny thing was martin going "wrong, wrong, WRONG!"
even whn we didnt say anything.
we let him go down the escalator shouting "wrong!" to nobody in particular,
den it was our turn to refuse to acknowledge him
;DDDD

love this kind of days
so simple
stress-free..
:)

niang's down with flu.
better get well soon.

love my dad
so sweet to drive us kids around
(:

loads of homework to pass up on monday
so going ta sleep.

movie,MOVIE,movie!!

this is a very interesting animation.
mosiacs :)

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making us run 2.4km at the start of a day is RIDICULOUS.
but yet, we did it
yeowch.

could listen to mp3 tho
MUSIC REALLY AFFECTS UR MOOD
claud said she was listening to some very slow song
then she realized she was practically walkg as well
:D

i was listening to
JOCK JAMS! LETS GET READY TO RUMBLE~
great song to pump up energy.

while on the way home ytd was eating a cup of corn
331 CORN SEEDS!
lumdeedumdeedum.
good way to make a long walk home interesting.

cant rmb what else to say.

i finally found out whts tht
unsettled,
sad feeling i had.
its the feeling of being replaced..

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i feel like blogging longlonglong today!

couldve missed all lessons today
cos had a geog presentation/competition at suntec
claudia and i could go
but then the principal said dontwant us to miss lessons.. cos of.. arts fusion.
WHATS THE LINK HEY?
so sad lah ;C
mdm. aiysha went to speak with the P
claud went to speak to the vp
but stilll!!
:CCCC
ismail still went though.
heard tht the presentation not bad.

ohyah.
den we're also given the chance to take part for the next competition!
guess what the first prize is
;D
TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS!
tht's 10 with three zeroes behind it!
PLUS, A TRIP TO EUROPE!
like woahhhhhhhh can!!
tht was like, instant motivation to win
;DDD

to be pessimistic abit,
wait the trip to europe is budget flight one
and somemore go there to explore geographical sites.
HURHUR.
but its still europe okay!
at least i could have a chance to say
"eh. i went to europe to look at the rocks okay! dont playplay!"
to join or not to join?
(:

but anyway
i like thursdays.
timetable is short and sweet.

o73o - o83o : assembly
o83o - o93o : gp lecture
o93o - 1o3o : LUNCH! (at o93o?!)
1o3o - 113o : BIO!
113o - 123o : geog lecture
123o - 133o : chinese
133o : 15oo : chem prac!

thursday assembly is very long
cos throughout the week
the teachers and whatsorts just bottle up everything
thursday is THE DAY to let everything out!
-WHOOMPH-

but today
nothing much
had an attire check
forgot to wear earsticks ;C
all the girls were like unfolding the skirts lah
so its like,
once cleared, all the girls go toilet and fold it back up
no point right.
anyway the skirt fuuuureaaaking long lo.
must touch kneecaps leh.
bet all them tall ones wish they had shorter legs now.
shorter legs = shorter skirt
HAHA. WHATEVER.

after that, gp lecture
the lecturer is one of the worst lecturers - EVER!
he talks in complete monotone okay!
and then he stays so rotoed the the spot, like as tho kena nailed down liddat.
WAH SUPER SIANN.

the other lecturer so fun lor
move around like tv gameshow for pple to answer one
den everybody very lively and active one lo
most importantly, everyone AWAKE
most probably because they scared lah,
but fact is - theyre awake

AND the other teach,
PICK ON 122 ONLY.
his left right center all got pple sleeping
until he walk also can trip on them,
but he choose to come and pick on us
because we were grafitti-ing on our papers
HELLO!
AT LEAST WE WERE FOLLOWING THE LECTURE
AND TAKING DOWN NOTES OKAY!
(more like fill in the blanks lah, but still ;C)

after lect, we had lunch.
yeah, at o93o.
LUNCH?!
thts wht the timetable said
still rmb firstthreemonths the "lunch" is always breakfast one
;D

after lunch was bio.
LOVE BIO TO BITS.
cos i got break.

so went to library
been so long since i read the comics there
suddenly find calvin and hobbes super cute.
supersupercute.
in one strip calvin was talkg to his dad: whn i grow up im gna be a MILLIONAIRE!
dad (looks on proudly) : then uve gta work very hard then
calvin : nono, YOU have to work very hard - i only want to inherit it.
WAHAHAHA.
i want more CALVIN AND HOBBES!

after bio was supposedly geog lecture
but since all (actually only TWO) geog teachers were at the geog comp. at suntec,
FREE PERIOD!
did some chinese in the library.
nearly froze to death too.

next was chinese.
went to the bookshop to buy SURVIVAL FOOD!
cos chinese usually.. feel like zzZZ-ing.

but no leh.
did L.E.P. (language enhancement programme)
the freaking passage eight pages long leh!
why on earth
would the author
write eight pages
about
A STUDY DESK?!

read the first two paragraphs
den jump right to the back liao.
but truthfully
the passage quite interesting lah ;x
not like those passages in the syllabus,
super dry.
especially those talking about clouds and kites.
BLEH.

after chinese - chem
todays chem prac was replaced by chem tutorial instead
hmmms
lets just say
even wednesday's halfanhour of chem tut
we also will fall asleep liao
so today - ONE AND A HALF HOURS!
thought can die
BUT NO (again)!
was quite fun actually
or maybe it was too cold to feel sleepy.
mmmms ;)

after chem went for band a little while
then, bestfriend came to take 969 with me!
;D
so long never see him liao
still SHORT as ever!
woohoo
;D

feeling like ive been eating alot lately
:C
like these few days always eat m n m's leh.
HOW?
wait the whales feel threatened - HOW?
lay off m n m's.
LAY OFF, KRIS!

just now saw a little cockroach at my door
so zapped it with the insecticide
RIGHT BACK AT YA, you little idiot!
SHIELDTOX! odourless leh.
(odourless my ass lah)

then had a fleeting thought
WHAT IF ITS AN OFFSPRING OF VANN'S BELOVED XIAOQIANG?
(who went missing a few weeks ago)
wait the offspring come here to deliever msg abt xiaoqiang how?
but by then
it was already twitching in a pool of insecticide
IM SORRY VANN
;C

but it reminded me of my sister
tht time she spray-killed a cockroach
she was like (worriedly) :
"do you think the insecticide HURTS the cockroach?! is it like acid liddat? why is it twitching until liddat? like very pain leh. i fee so guilty!!"
i cant quite remember wht i said to that.
smth along the lines of
"so, do you see it bubbling?"
yeah.
maybe if i didnt say tht she would have just gone and done cpr to revive the cockroach
everybody together now - EEEEEEW

today's line of the day
YOU PAY PEANUTS, YOU GET MONKEYS!
i miss the teenage textbook.
lumdeedum.

was reading the paper as usual
i love the poster for grease the musical.
I LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT.
the guy like rippling muscle one,
den the girl so sweetsweet one
rraaahhh

watching tv before using the comp
it was some animal show
two dogs
fell through the ice
into the coldcold pond
GAAAAHHH!
super cold okay!
poor dogs!!

reminds me of tht time my sis and i switched on the tv
and it was a documentary on animal rescues
this dog was trapped in a house on fire, full of smoke
and the poor darling couldnt breathe and everything
den my sis and i just sat there
and started to cry lah.
ohmygawd
we're such suckers for pets
;x

feeling stress-free today
cos not much homework (none that im bothering to do anyway)
YAY, SLEEP
(:

got an awesome quote from bits and pieces!
friendship is like pee-ing in your pants.
everybody can see it
but only you can fee lthe true warmth
WAHAHAHAHHA.

and another -
some pple are like slinkies.
not good for anything,
but you cant help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs
(:

-sighs happily-
i still love this guy -
world's greatest magician
LOADS
;D

---

i really had it.
needing you only when i have nobody else?
dont you ever dare repeat tht sentence within 50 0000 km radius of me!!

i hate the way ure making me feel.
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.
you keep saying ive forgotten you
that i dont need you anymore
you keep implying that.
you keep implying RUBBISH!!
I HATE IT!
ARRRGGGHHH!!!!

so much for being happy;
and now its all BACK!!!!!!
ive lasted LESS THAN ONE NIGHT ALRIGHT
ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?

haix.
just go and get well soon lah.
i really dont know what to say already.
im so not in the right state of mind

i know what im supposed to say.
i want to give you the TLC you want, the TLC you need,
but i really dont know how to
i dontknow what to say
and i hate the way ure making me feel..
please, dont be like this anymore okay?
please?
please?
please?

at least i didnt use any F words today
proud (:
HAHAAHAHA.

HELLO.
i admit,
recently ive been feeling out of sorts.
been rather down and moody and sensitive and yadahsyadahs.
well, goodnews,
IM BACK!

i miss the crazy times during firstthreemonths when i was just hyper and retarded.
life is much sweeter that way i suppose.
more friends to say hi and smile to..
(:

i still love meeting new pple
nxt on target - ODACians
rawr!
really wna know them leh ;C

didnt go clean tents today
SO GUILTY ;C
went for band;
actually hor.
the band not bad luh.
the flute sections rocks almighty - really very power.
the brass also sometimes super nice
like -ahem- bar two of seventh night
-____________________-

feeling so happy
cos mbc/ndc (of cos not all luh, but most!) going for the band performance of arts fusion!
;DDDDD

had chem test today
made the worst mistake of my life
thought tht a bracket with a -ve sign means tht
one electron is GIVEN AWAY.
-faints-
ohmygod
i think i can just about go burn all my chem textbooks
and kill myself infront of my sec sch chem teacher + yj chem teach
hmm, both their surnames are lim.

i forgot who i was talkg to about alot of chem teachers having the surname lim.
maybe once upon a time there was a Lim School of Chemistry Teachers-to-Be?
hohum.

had debate during geog today.
I HATE DEBATES.
okay, maybe not all debates
but i do hate those whr pple are so like, fake.
like sound so intelligent (LOL)
really quite irritating.

and then we just argue and argue until so heated.
RAWR.
dont like it lo.
so i just kept quiet
and mdm. aiysha said i didnt participate
;CC

but i really didnt participate luh ;x

nothing much to blog about actually
going to sleep soon
-yawns-
hmm.

LOVE SAM!
she's my partner-in-crime during band ;D
and really love diyeh and niang loads
=)

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SORRY.
im stretching you to breaking point.

had a nightmare yesterday
sitting together
but you hated me, ignored me.
so near, yet so far.
im so scared it comes true.
:C

thus,
ive decided to shut up.
take a step back;
see the whole situation.
why arent others making noise
except me?

im ashamed.
im sorry.
i dont ever want you to hate me
i dont ever want you to be angry with me
and i dont ever want you to ignore me
:C

i promise
this is the last time its going to happen
i promise, i swear.
but ive probably blown it all..

missed school today.
no, actually, i was absent frm school.
but i certainly didnt miss it.

miss the peeps terribly though.
thanks to all who msg-ed me
LOVE YOU!

feeling super guiltridden for not going odac tmr
cos they cleaning out the tents
i used the tent (for pulau ubin)
but never clean it
GOSHHH
SORRYSORRY
;C

but arts fusion is coming
i missed so many pracs
and im certainly not kenny g
:C

anyway
its not like it makes a difference to anybody
other than minyi of course
(:

around the corner you have a friend
in this great city, that has no end.
yet the days go by
and weeks rush on
and before you know it
a year is gone
and yet you never see your old's friend's face
for Life is a swift and terrible race
"tomorrow!" you say
"tomorrow i'll call on Kris,
just to show that, she's greatly missed"
but tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
and distance between you
grows and grows
around the corner
yet miles away.
you receive a message,
"Kris died today"
and that's what we get and deserve in the end
around the corner, a vanished friend.
-poof-

just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to,
doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have.
im sorry,sorry,sorry.
read my messages today.
"always rmb ure impt."
i remember now,
and im sorry.

i like the "appear offline" status in msn
like to sit and watch quietly.
:]

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i so tired of this
and i so fucking sick of it
that i dont ever want to cry over this or you anymore.
NO MORE.

NO MORE.

so maybe that was an accident
but it still served a purpose
i felt pain.
saw for the first time that much blood.
helped.

i promise myself
this is the last time
THIS IS THE LAST TIME IM EVER GOING TO BE CRYING OVER THIS.
byebye.

got back maths results today
ms goh was like
"later if you all are good, i'll give you back your test papers"
the whole class was like "no need lah! dontwannnnttttt"
i asked her to just burn it.
she was like smiling away
at first i thought its because she was so disappointed in us until she went sotsot,
but no.
she was genuinely happy cos most of us passed.
I PASSED AGAIN!
ohmyyyyyyy
GOTTA STOP SLACKING AND START BUCKING UP!
xinyi got 30/30.
MUACKS TO YOU!

chem test on wednesday.
-yawns-
sure fail
:X

AHAHA.
so much for bucking up.

during chinese
letter-writing
all the old o-level letter writing style came back
and of course, who could ever forget the infamous address of "number 10, xiang ling lu" (xiang ling lu shi hao)
and we being the awesomely chummy chinese pals,
decided to all put the same road name
but different house numbers
yay we're all neighbours!
;D

during gp
teacher gave us chocolates
we've proved tht
snickers are more in demand than mars bars
(:

after that
went for a bit of selfprac.
whoots
got my low D and C out
=)

Just because someone doesnt love you the way you want them to,
it doesnt mean that they dont love you with all they have.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them.
and i miss you

got these quotes from an email minyi sent me
really struck me.
for the first time i really thought about them
and for the first time - in a truly platonic way.
it explained some things, made me feel better..

but yet everything came rushing back when i read the last one -
Dont waste your time on somebody who isnt willing to spend their time on you.

if you knew me well enough,
sometimes spaces arent just spaces.
there was a reason why i changed blogskins
(aside frm the very tempting icecream)
well, it looks so wholesome now.
everythings all white.
tht should be enough.


my Smile Meter:
:) - just a normal smile
=) - really really touched or happy
:] ... - everything's not okay. this smile is just to hide the tears behind.

so,
:]

nowadays
feel like the only connection i can make with you
is when i read your blog
but,
i cant find any the answers anymore.
when was the last time the word "nv-er" appeared?

GAWD ;
i still like the first quote
it makes me feel really loads better.

JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE DOESNT LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU WANT THEM TO
DOESNT MEAN THEY DONT LOVE YOU WITH ALL THEY HAVE.

there. =)
oh, just visited frienster again
to re-confirm.
and what do you know?
fuck (:

if any action could describe what im feeling now,
it would be taking my comb
(cos im combg my hair now ;P)
and jabbing it right straight through my heart.

---

one day
my classmate and i got into a huge arguement in the middle of the class.
finally the teacher stepped in
she told us to sit on opposite sides of the teacher's table.
den she placed a black cube in the middle of the table.
and she asked, "what colour is the cube?"
my classmate immediately said "white."
i started fuming again,
because the cube is obviously black!
we almost started another arguement
but the teacher stopped us again
and told us to switch places
once i was on the other side of the table,
i felt my face grow hot
the cube was indeed white - from this side.

i think its the third time ive posted tht up.
being able to see frm the other party's point of view - important.

hmmms
my blogpatrol thingy aint working ;C

anyway
PLEASE TAKECARE CAN.
loads of sick pple running around
:C

my bro is sick too.
thailand was super hot i think.
but he said there were loads of mangoes!
AHHH.
MANGO!

hmm.
going to do gp l.e.p.
den zzZZ

ms lim said the purpose of the camp was to look out for the new exco members
hohum.
kinda knocked into my head abit.
suddenly feel totally useless.

-takes a huge deep breath-
haix.

was feeling initially pissed upon reachg home,
(reason coming later)
but some things can put me in a better mood instantly
likea nicenice bath
especially after a long day and a half outdoors.

sooooooooooo
was at pulau ubin camping
frm saturday morning.

saturday morning-
got lost and ended up at changi ferry terminal
instead of changi jetty
-________________________-

my sis lent me her old, obiang phone
some samsung model
and it freaking couldnt call pple
:C
so yah
phone but no connection
kinda like an oxymoron.

took the bumboat across!
i lovelovelove taking the bumboat!
;DDDD
altho its like, hmm.
i dontknow why i like ;D

- OMG smth just cracked me up, LOL. i'll put up the link later -

reached ubin
started the navigation activity,
kinda tiring
trekking around ubin
:C
(and in one whole circle too!)

at this point of time
realized tht the "theory of relativity"
(the sitting nxt to a pretty girl and sitting on a hotpot thingy)
was really quite true
needa be spastic and high and everything
to make the walk more fun
motivation too. important.

one of the checkpoints was the quarry
had to climb up some mountain (okay lah, HILL)
but the view of the quarry was SIMPLY BREATHTAKING
the water was super blue
and stillstill one
mountain-like trees all around
soooooooo pretty (:

couldnt find the game i/cs
so went back down
(turned our tht they were right at the top and we didnt know how many "tops" there were)

den went to a temple
found the game i/cs easily enough
(cos we aint blind and they aint invisible)
cindy and taiwei.
played a game of sudoku
we were supposed to complete it in 30 minutes

well, we didnt (:
finished it in abt 45 minutes
actually, by 3o minutes
we were all braindead liao

even more confusing was the fact tht we were using a PEN.
(so confident leh!)
and so there were many cancellations
(maybe not so confident after all)
super confusing luh
messing around with our minds so much

at first sorta gave up after we couldnt complete it in the given time
but it was raining
and we were stuck
so we just did it
AND WE COMPLETED IT!
hurhur
;D
heard tht lionel's grp completed theirs in ten-fifteen minutes lo
SUPER TAIKO/TYCO/whatever and however you spell it/LUCKY

dendenden
ms lim we had to go back to the quarry
cos we didnt find the game i/cs
AFTER THE RAIN LEH!
everything so muddy and stuff
SO FUN! ;D
but in the end adeline and denise were also under the shelter
so we didnt have to go up
;D

after tht
had a longlonglong walk to the nxt checkpoint
past the starting point,
and further down somemore
came to another station
MATCHING THE BABY PHOTOS!
all were like super cute
ESPECIALLY TAIWEI'S!
face hasnt changed AT ALL!
supersupersuper cute
and then kaiqin's one everybody was like
"guy or girl arh?"
thought adeline's photo was cindy's and vice versa,
but in the end still guess correct
WE WERE THE ONLY GROUP WHO GUESSED ALL CORRECTLY!
;D

after tht
due to lack of time
went straight back to basecamp.
heard frm the othe groups tht the other station (our last)
was counting scarecrows.
._.

anyway
pitched our tents
the soil was like. hard. couldnt push the pegs through.
in the end took alot of rocks and used them as tent-weights.
the tents were super near the sea!
;D

after pitching
went to see the "kitchen" and gourmet chefs
so proud of my diyeh
cos he cook rice like so seriously
and the cook vegetables part too.
i got newfound respect for diyeh!
=)

helped kaiqin chop carrots
for the first time i liked to eat the carrots
(:
and then sat around watch them cook
meixin like hugging the pot of rice
look supercute, hahas.

dinner was quite nice leh
considering we're cooking outdoors and stuff
some genius (i think taiwei)
brought seasoning.
like those riceballs salmon seasoning
then the rice taste so nice!
;D

after dinner had some games
but it was kinda a flop
cos there was a serious lack of light
had a game of round robin thingy
like, one person say one sentence den the next person continues

come to a particular corner (martin's and lionel's)
and the story will AUTOMATICALLY switch to one with R(A) content
super funny
;D

had some ghoststory-sharing session
mr. koh wanted to play an "interesting" game
but too many pple freaked
;D

but what's a camp without ghost stories yeah?
zhengyu had some army ones to tell
and mr. koh backed it up with real-life experience
so yeah.
-gulps-

had a debrief and sharing session
kinda lost my voice during the day
:C

after tht - prelude to lightouts.
haha.

sally (lijun) wanted to go toilet
so pei-ed her
me, charis, martin, lionel
and then martin was so freaked out by the
"can't walk in odd numbers" superstition
so we pulled edward along

it was darn dark
and eerie
especially after abit of ghoststory-sharing session,
lol.

BUT
it was full moon leh
super bright.
it was brighter at ten o'clock than it was at eight, lol
too bad couldnt see stars tho
:C

lionel freaked me out halfway
by asking us to bend over and look between our legs
cos in The Eye 10,
'peek-a-boo" as it is so called
is one way to see ghosts
ARGGGHH
hair on my arm was standing!
(can you imagine if it were the hair on my head? LOL)

and then
the toilet,
which was already so dark in the afternoon,
was almost invisble at night!!
was supersupersuper scary
(kinda like OCH ;D)

actually, the toilet looks very glam one leh.
from the outside.
inside super dirty
water also yellow.
so yeah.

and then.. we the girls were too freaked to go toilet by ourselves
in the end all crowded into the guys toilet
no lights at all
so we were shining torchlights

den whn we came out
martin was suddeny like
"eh! just now tht door (of the handicapped toilet) CLOSED ONE LEH!"
(so its obviously open now)
wht ensued was something like
"really meh!"
"really arh"
"REALLY!" (martin)
"OMG!"
and we all like, screaming, took hold of any of eachother's hands and ZAO!

and then there were dogs barking and everything
eh.
i like ubin leh.
cos got alot of stray dogs
while on the way to the toilet
there was one part of the road
with three dogs there
(:

which reminds me,
actually in the morning,
saw a dead dog in one of the houses
had flies and everything
so sad
;C

anyway
sleeping time
the tent was SUPER STUFFY
air was way cooler out.
and so near the sea too (:

it was around 11+ liao,
gave the rose (fake one lah) to my niang
MOTHERS' DAY WHAT ;D
later whn going home he gave me his cap (the brown one!)
maybe as a return (which is really so not equivilent in terms of cost - foam rose vS cap leh.),
or maybe cos i wear it so often liao
so he dontwant
:C
it reminded me of the other billabong cap
which is jonathan's.
hoho.
seems like i never buy caps ;P

anyway, nearby our campsite was a group of fishermen
they were totally blasting their radio
THE WHOLE NIGHT SOMEMORE.
at first i was kinda pissed with them
(as were about the whole group)
but aravind said smth like
"its their land as much as ours.. we're just campers. we're the intruders."
kinda put me back into my senses
to look from another point of view,
to evaluate the situation objectively.

so all through the night
had music to accompany us
actually
they played one very nice song
cant really rmb it
cos i think i was sleeping
but it a super upbeat, lively song
and it kinda cheered me up
(:

till morning
the radio was still going
(the energizer bunny! keeps going and going and going)
like the battery no end one.
must be energizer.

in the morning
woke up at six
didnt brush teeth
(eew)
so just drank some water and popped a mint
(:
ECLIPSE PEPPERMINT - SUPERSTRONG
;DDDD

had breakfast
the milo was sososososo nice
hot and sweet
(:

den had a firstaid scenario
one person with a broken leg, two with broken arms
so had to make a stretcher.
at first i was the one with the broken leg
being the lightest,
but after tht aravind said he would pick the person who would have the broken leg
otherwise everybody would just take the lightest person and that's that.
so we reinforced the stretcher with the green twine thingy.
super strong leh!
dont playplay
;D

but if it were reality
the person with the broken leg would have died already.

den there was an obstacle course for four pple to cross
one on the stretcher
two with broken arms
and one fully-abled.
the rest were just spectators
;D

while being spectators
had kinda a fun time piling on martin and lionel
all of us killing their legs
(:
the pictures were supercute!
;D

after first aid had a clean up and all
discipline wasnt too good
so it was thirty down..
but kinda happy tht it was all-for-one and one-for-all
(:

after that
HOME SWEET HOME
(bath sweet bath?)
before tht went tamp to makan.

then pei-ed martin wait for bus
as the rest waited for 969 (in the queue, so diyeh was alone ;x)
hrrmms.

came home
was so pissed off cos my sister didnt feed honey
she said "you didnt tell me to feed wht"
like whatthefuck lah
honey is a living breathing animate hamster okay.
got pet there and because i dont tell you to feed so you didnt
was supersuper angry lah.
quickly gave honey some food, with more sunflower seeds than usual to make it up.
den watched her drink the water
like so thirsty (i bet she was! hmpf)
she drink there so long i thought she drowned
but no.
supercute (:

so activities-wise, that was that
quite fun overall
realized that i really love my odac seniors
especially the girls lah
cos dont usually talk to the guy seniors
(:

thanks loads to charis, minyi, jamie and SALLY for being campmates (:
charis for being there
minyi for making things exciting ;P
jamie for caring
sally for her blunt ways which just makes us laugh
although i kinda wished tht the groupings were more mixed up
i really want to get to know the rest of the peeps ;C

so overall
had kinda a good time
until it comes to night..
but yeah.
love odac (:
but still confused about whether it makes me happy or sad
._.

emotionally-wise
kinda was a roller coaster
fighting this battle inside me
what i FEEL LIKE DOING
and what i knew I SHOULD DO
so it other words,
i was feeling how i wasnt supposed to
(:
i guess frm now on
it would be more important to let everyone be happy.
and then it'll rub off me.
even if it means im breaking on the inside
:)

so dai-ed outside the tent until about 3am
thought about alot of things for that about three hours sitting on the rock
(wahh butt pain sia)
mostly stupid things
and jumping into conclusions...

like, eh? thought you said you going to sleep liao
so i go back in my tent
and then hear your voice outside
heard it for a long while
until i got up
and then saw you guys there ..
for the sake of the attention,
yeessshhhh i really admit it,
sometimes i do things just so some specific person will notice me
i feel stupid doing it but still i do
like, because i heard your voice,
came out and sat on the rock
waiting to see if you/they notice me
which they didnt bytheway
purposely coughing loudly (so shameless)
cos i sure can hear them,
but sadly they couldnt hear me
positioning myself so that they would see me
i was even wearing white
but they didnt see me
:C

and then
cos i was using my sis old phone
and for some reason
there was some of MY messages in there
as in, messages in my old phone
like wth?
brought back alot of things lah.
so kinda reminiscing..
and at ubin too..

watching the fishermen
no shuai ones, alas ;C (lol)
i was just thinking
one day i wanna go fishing
with some pple
just to sit there together.
just spending time together
not necessarily meaning gotta go out shopping mall and stuffs
which was one reason why i liked tht family day out at sentosa
where we just stoned
(:

the fishing rods had lightsticks on it
i like to see lightsticks fly thru the air
haha.

suddenly realized tht the voices had stopped
looking back
realized they were gone
they had gone back without seeing me
-_______________________- (BLIND BATS!!)

dai-ed awhile more outside
thinking about how complicated all of us are.
youknow, all those huge big questions about life
didnt reach a definite answer.
havent gained enlightenment yet :C

den the air got too cold
so crawled back into the tent.
wasnt feeling too good
physically and emotionally
so kept waking up to everything
think my ears were oversensitive
picking up every voice outside

snoozed for about three hours
with alot of wake-ups in between.
heard denise talking at one point.

i slept at the side in the tent
yay. i like the side (:

in the morning
after talking (and understanding)
felt better loads (:
no more jumping into conclusions
i hope.

there was freaking loads of mosquitoes (obviously)
some pple (edward, keith) kena bitten so many, machiam CHICKEN POX liddat!
well, to turn a negative into a positive (in mr. keith koh's words),
think of how many starving mosquito babies in mosqui-africa-pulau-ubin we helped to sustain.
EVERY DROP COUNTS.
so remember,
we were giving life to hundreds of mosquitoes (:
(like bleh lah. wth. LOL)

and then my darling sms-ed me
smth about eating hotcakes with her darling (ie. ME)
the bottomline is - PINYI MISSES ME!
and i so miss her too!
AND ALL OF THEM!
siglap mac on my bdae kays? (:

kinda wanna sleep
but scared wait tonight cannot sleep
then tmr cannot wake up

yay
there's barley at home
i love barley (:

anyway,
here's what cracked me up just now -
the worlds greatest magician
he's the greatest.

and this is interesting:
the evolution of dance
he's super good (:
NOT IN A ROMANTIC CONTEXT (in the following and some of the above),
i really meant it
when i said tht although sitting dwn for so long (super butt ache!)
the only reason why i wasnt complaing was cos i was sitting beside you.
sometimes i even feel over-possessive.
alot of times, jealous.
to the extent that i feel im quite shameless as to like,
keep hanging around you.
you and niang both, actually.
hohum
keep having the feeling tht
near me
some pple are thinkg like
"eh. why tht girl keep sticking to them when she obviously doesnt belong?"
ohwells.
just really super duper proud of my diyeh through this camp.
him being a motivation and a gourmet chef and everything (:
you're so goodnatured.
and dont have many problems.
(if have must say leh!)
can see that its because youve great friends and company around you, especially lionel (must treasure him leh)
and because of tht, ure happy, and it rubs off on other pple (rmb wht marie said?)
whn i see you with like, tht group, just being an ass and being high,
last time i was jealous (overly)
and now im more of happy for you, know?
i may be blowing things up
but i just reallyreallyreally miss you.
too much, i think
lumdeedum. i like big spaces ;D
really glad for you
and im thankful ive got a friend like you
=)
to me ure like,
ure like a bestfriend?
those kind which you said will always be goodfriends but never steads.
dontknow how to say or explain this.
just feel like
i dontknow how to let go :C
its not firstthreemonths anymore.
its not orientation 2 whn we were ogls anymore.
i miss that (:
im sorry diyeh.
anyhow,
really glad to know you.
and im always here.
even if you dont need me

;)
oh my bro's back frm thailand!
he bought me a keychain with my name
and a notebook - supernice.
got elephant one LEH ;D

anyway
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY.
(:

argh
feel like watching alot of movies
da vinci code
over the hedge
happyfeet
and all the quite-old ones which i didnt catch
wallace and gromit
kingkong
yadahyadahs

havent really seen wht homework i have
oops ;)

---

my kor's coming back soon!
at three am, to be exact. zzZZ
tht means i wont get to see him till sunday
;C
he's been gone for TWO WEEKS LEH!
elephant elephant.. rar!

going to sleep soon
just hanging around awhile more..
kinda want to chop off my nose
;D
will a new one grow in its place?
;DD

PULAU UBIN!!
its only two days
one, actually.
MISS ME!
hurhurhur.

wow wee
new blogskin!
doesnt it look yummy?
;DDDDD

i feel like rudolph.
rudolphine? o.O
cos my nose like so red
-koffs-
got the flu - yeah! :C

going to pack my bag for ubin soon.
its tmr~
wonder if ive finished all my homework?
ah well. whocares.

went bugis with amal just now
nobody could make it,
so left both of us
;C

met meihung there!
went to look for mothers' day presents
(:

after tht
went to eat fries!
;D
longjohn fries rock
but we ate twister fries.
didnt know theyre back.
and burger king has crisscross fries.
mmhmm..

lots of thoughts running through my head.
making it heavier than it already is.

i want to make new friends.
want to warm up to all the new peeps in odac.
but havent got a chance to - i guess?
:C
saddeds.

goshGOSHgoshGOSH.
need ta stop feeling this way
smiles!
;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

just looking at the smiles can make me happy.
but guess i'll be loads happier if they were coming from you.
and you and you and you and you and you and you and you and yadahyadah.
wahahahaha.

FARK.

my current comp is declining.
so i cant access friendster.
can't open tht page.
so weird eh, only friendster.

so i just went to use my sis comp.
goodthing too.
or else i would have still been as stupidly deluded.
to think i still like, actually got worried and concerned

oh gosh and darn.
i suddenly feel like
i dont want to be
ANYwhere
for ANYbody
ANYmore.

dont talk to me
your doing so will only make me sadder.

im just farfar away.

i am so ruining my day
dont feel like going out anymore.
:C

argh.
i feel like leaving you guys alone
becos nothing i do will ever sink in anyway
even if i cried
even if i tried
even if i told you how i felt
NOTHING'S CHANGED.
and not everything is mine for doing.
always say "tell me ur problems"
but so wht.
nothing's changed.

but now it has.

---

OKAYYYYYYY THE POST WAS DELETED
rawr.

anyway
YAY NO SCHOOL TMR!
can zzZZ at last
(:

maybe going movie-ing with some of p22?
i so long never go bugis le
feel like going.
hohum.

WOULDNT IT BE NICE IF THE WORLD WAS CADBURY!?!

had chemistry spa today.
tht's right
jacuzzi and massages and the works.
-_________________-
right.
science practical assessment.
so sian-ded
cos everything like done before during secfour.

BUT I LIKE!
:D
chem prac is fun.
gggaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
everything is like really fun and interesting
darn exams and their stupid time limits lah
:C

kinda falling sick
everybody is falling sick
must take care (:

around the corner i have a friend
in this great city, that has no end.
yet the days go by
and weeks rush on
and before i know it
a year is gone
and i never see my old's friend's face
for Life is a swift and terrible race
and now we are busy, tired men
tired of playing a foolish game
"tomorrow!" i say
"tomorrow i'll call on Jim,
just to show that, i'm thinking of him"
but tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
and distance between us
grows and grows
around the corner
yet miles away.
"here's a telegram sir,
Jim died today"
and that's what we get and deserve in the end
around the corner, a vanished friend.

---

wellwellwell
had the urge to blog yesterday
but server was down or something.

yesterday!
went to school to find out that we had a basic leardership workshop until 630 PM!!
like, of all the ways to start school... :C

anyway
i HATE THE WORKSHOP
its like totally useless because the instructor like just memorized his lines lah.
"the leader is IN you! if you believe you can, YOU CAN!"
wtf lah.
i hate this kind of thing
;C

at least ramesh and cherie were different (:

but we were influenced by the talk
in a sense.
cos there was a slide of MCDONALDS!
so after the workshop mbc went to eat macs (:
damn funny
vann asked us to remind her to buy batteries
so being the usual helpful me
i reminded her like every 10 seconds.
(note: never ask me to remind you things :D)

then we were like linking every single thing to batteries.
some really no train of logic one, lol

after tht
met up with xiaodi
who had a halfanhour paper in the morning
and no school the next day (which is today)
lumdeedum.

his bag smelled of cherry.
(:

FASTFORWARD TO TODAY!

didnt have chinese today
cos mr ong went to attend some thingy.
for the first time we did the required assignment!
and handed it in!!
(the l.e.p. has decomposed alr)

went for odac
division of rations
hohum.
looking forward to ubin camp!

kinda surprised at how some things arent what they seem
and it made me realize i was really lucky to have had you
looking around me now
theyre like so unreasonable and stuffs.
so,
thankyou (:

reallyreally tempted.
i just feel so tired nowadays.
tired.
wonder if anybody remembers what i mean by tired
haha.

its still rolled up in front of me.
tempted,
but no
(:

my throat like very pain
think going to come down with something
AHHHH
tmr is last day of the week!
i like thursday's timetable
YAY YAY.

gotta start saving up
- mothers day (one for mum and fone for NIANG too!)
- ed's bdae
COME JUNE,
- guanyu's, vann's, lionel's and nataline's bdaes!
COME JULY,
- buddy's, diyeh's, tehpeng's bdae.
ohhhhh myyyyyyyyyyy.
going to be ohsobudget.

oh by the way
yes you are SO HOT.
you better takecare more.
really.
dont want you sick
:C

sometimes i wish i could know what pple think of me
just kind of interesting ;P

life is like a rollercoaster ride.
so many ups and downs
sometimes we just lose control..
i feel like talking to you is talking to a timebomb
i dont know whn itll go off.

okay nevermind
sleep.
tomorrow last day
woohoo!

---

after all tht tiredness,
stress,
sadness,
too much thinking,
too much sensitiveness,
pushing the blame around,
lamenting on wht others should do instead of what i should,
thinking about ways to end everything..
.
.
.
.
im feeling better (:

i think ive experienced enough to know tht
whn we're happy and cheerful and outgoing,
we make more friends
life is sweeter
life rocks.

so thats that
we all have our bad habits
ive found mine
SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME KAY.
nxt time you see me sensitive or emo or whatever
like today during odac,
SLAP ME.
i'll kiss you thankyou mans.

on my way home
thinkg about all the weirdweird things.

like i was walkg on the road
suddenly a taxi roared past
if it were any closer,
i would be lying on the road.
and then, of all the weirdass things i thought of,
i imagined myself smiling
as all the life (and blood) ebbed out of me.

thought of giving up everything
and just not do anything
to see how things turn out
i dont suppose it'll get any better.
but if im right,
everything will just die away too..

was also toying with the idea of quitting odac.
cos most of the time i feel veryvery sad there anyway.
-SLAP-
but nevermind
must xiang kai abit (:
there are other things in life.

this morning
met up with tehpeng during exam slot (we didnt hve any exam)
so went to canteen
for the first time everybody was doing homework
went to buy drinks and met bohan at the drinks stall
we both were like
-surveying the canteen-
"looks quite scary aint it."
"yah. never see the whole canteen pple studying before"
"no lah. i think they just copying only"

but its true leh.
the canteen everybody got some paperwork in front of them.
of course,
there was loads of noise and stuffs lah.

ahhh.
overall okay day.
we've been dragging back the chinese l.e.p. for so long its practically rotten.
mr ong's so nice
never scold us (:

after school
went for a little bit of band.
sort of like an impromptu meeting about arts fusion stuffs.
maaaaannn.
gimmicks make concerts more entertaining.
to me lah :C

yadahsyadahsyadahs.
nothing really significant happend.

oooh yah
econs test back - i got 15/25!
;DDDD
not bad LEH.
the firstpart of ques wrote 3 pages - 9marks
second part due to lackoftime, wrote less than 1 page - 6marks.
._.
BUT HAPPY!

project work gpp also moving along smoothly.
love my group.
ms tan asked how we were getting along
i said "we're just short of marrying each other"
hurhurs.

why everyone say i go kbox sing very cute?
._.

pulau ubin camp this weekend..
i dontknow how to feel
or what to feel either.
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH
-slapSLAPslapSLAP-
i promised i wont ever think about such things again!! :C

haix.
i just want..
my dad..
but then
i feel so selfish and possessive and everything.
so nevermind.

maybe the reason why we shouldnt get close to pple
is cos whn tht closeness wears thin...
:)
-SLAPS-

arrrggghhh
-slapsSLAPslapSLAPslapSLAPslap!!!-

i feel good!
nanananananana.

i dont want to do chinese l.e.p.
:C

brother coming back this saturday!!
hope he brings back an elephant like i asked for (:

i feel like
eating a mini cornetto.
its super mini
and super cute.
and super useless.

today while taking mrt home
caught sight of my reflection
who am i to ask of such things from everybody?
-SLAP-

mini cornetto.

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im feeling lethargic!
T-T

went for band early in the morning today
cip at yiochukang cc.
thought we would be playing to the walls or smth
cos, really, who'll be at the cc?

but there was some event going on or wht
so it was quite packed.
i think we chose the wrong songs to play
mission impossible and pirates.
to a crowd of elderly.
i dont think they've ever HEARD of pirates.
but nevermind.
we wanted to suddenly start playing the mi song (with tht intense trilling)
but it would cause them a heart attack
and make them choke on their food
they were eating a thousand-course meal or smth while listening i think
lots of performances.
yj dance came along too.
mmhmm.

den by the time came back home
about three.
can you believe it.
from ten to three we hanged around
and only played for ten minutes.
T-T

came home and ate alot.
just drank chrysanthemum tea
making me drowsy.
shucks i still have shitloads of homework
:C

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got a new taggy!
cos vann said there was smth wrong with the old one i think
._o

today had a "family" outing!
diyeh niang and me.
sentosa!!
three pple go sentosa abit sot hor.
but actually very nice
cos got nothing to do just sit there tgr and stone
like this - O.O

was supposed to meet them at habourfront at 1130.
but they said they would be late
so i took train to raffles, doubled back to dhoby gaut and then to harbour front
AND THEY STILL WERENT THERE!!

loads of reasons for being late
"my mum came home late"
"must eat before i bathe"
"the public's fault today so crowded"
"he was rushing me!"
LOL.
but i dont mind lah (:

went to the hawker center to eat
cos the bus queue veryvery long.
watched the charkwayteow being fried.
diyeh said it looked disgusting (you should have seen his face)
but in the end he said it was DELISH!
dne niang said he didnt wanto eat.
but he was TEMPTED after tht!

after eating
the queue still darn long :C
but the bus come very fast de.
or maybe cos got friends around then it feels faster (:

theory of relativity:
whn you sit nxt to a pretty girl for one hour, it feels like one minute
whn you sit on a hot stove for one minute, it feels like one hour.
okay nevermind.

hopped on the bus!
and then,
hopped off the bus!
we were like three suakus lah.
so long nvr come sentosa le.
WE WERE LIKE TOURISTS LO!
should have heard niang's "china accent"
especially whn he cant speak chinese well ;P

anyway
got on the sentosa bus (BLUE LINE!)
reading the map like so interesting like that.
i want to go everywhere!!
and sit cablecar!!
sssiiiggghhhss
everything super expensive
like need $10 for almost every destination.
we made a pact tht in ten years time, we'll go back to each and every place!!
hurhur.

stopped at siloso beach
walked up and down the beach for a long time
checking out all the hot bods and not-so-hot bods and the cold-like-antarctica bods.
OHMYGAWD
their standards are like so HIGH touch the sky lah.
"eeee so fat.." "no tht one so thin.." "hmm.. nice body but the face like SH*T leh!"
like, wahlau.
make me feel sooo zibei lah.
feel like i go out with them go girl-hunting liddat.
but girls nicer to look at than guys.
saw alot of VERY CUTE guys
like those which go "boingboing" whn they walk
(according to lionel) ;P

actually got alot of guys lah.
so many of them got really hot bods.
got sixpec LEH.

i love niang's cap!
its brownnnn!
then they ask me to wear
they were like so excited
cos can put the ponytail out at the back
then whn i wear
they like never see before
LOL.

there was a "defend your turf" thingy there
some street soccer thingy
brazilian boys playing there.
but didnt see them.
then there was this announcement
"brazilian models.. please walk over there to give this group the prize~~"
den alot of pple suddenly gathered around
just to see the brazilian models
but we didnt hang around to see them lah.

bought icecream!
wahhhh super expensive arh
jack up the price so high.
so CHEAT MONEY!
den walked back down the beach

bumped into charmaine (:

den settled down near the shore thingy
cos martin wanted to turn black!
(he said it himself)
kinda just stoned there the whole afternoon.
making sandcastles and burying legs and everything.

niang buried my hand
den whn i removed it there was a "cave"
we proudly declared it home to a wandering daymoth
and put the daymoth inside there
it seemed quite happy
we even built it a driveway and a CAR leh.
den got road outside
and got taxi on the road.
hohum.

later niang buried the daymoth :C
so sad lah.

near to us was this hothothothot guy
tanning i suppose
he was just sitting there
and his body was like GLISTENING (with tanning oil)!
quite disgusting lah, lol.
but pple handsome leh.
and got bod somemore.
den diyeh kept on saying
"ehh tht guy so lonely leh.. go make friends lah!"
i think niang jealous le ;P

so just kinda stoned there
listening to mp3 and stuffs.
walked up and down to get drinks and all.
almost everybody on the beach was using the same tanning oil, so funny.

there was this grandma who went into the water
she was wearing this white sari
and kinda zao-genging free-for-all lah.

den across the beach was an "island"
there was this NAKED MAN lah!!
eeeeeeeee!!
martin saw him den he was like "LOOK!"
lucky my contact lens degree not exact
otherwise i sore eyes tmr liao arh!!

afterwards
on the island
some pple had formed the word
"ALOHA"
with logs.
lol

the both of them rolled up their pants until like the not wearing pants like that
SO FUNNY
ive got the pics ;P

but how time flies whn ure having fun :C

then went to bathe
super long queue lah.
for a place like sentosa
you would think they would have more sense to build more than FOUR SHOWER CUBICLES!
hmpf.

met charmaine inside
we were looking for her outside
cos they wanted to play frisbee
but couldnt find her,
in the end saw her in toilet -.-
she said the brazilian guy number 06 veryyy handsome!
she was going on and on about him, lol

after bathg
took the tram down to beachpoint
the tram moves soooo slowly
but okay lah (:

ate a very budget "dinner" of cup noodles
LOL.
whn we walked out of 7-11 there was a bunch of pple just alighted frm the tramp
den lionel immediately turned sideways - "paiseh lah"
LOL

diyeh suggested buying coffee frm coffee bean (just next to 7-11)
den its like, drink frm coffee bean den no money eat dinner so buy cupnoodles.
he also suggested squatting down in front of 7-11 to eat
so like construction worker!
haha

later
went back
diyeh wanted slurpee but niang wanted big gulp
in the end the slurpee machine wasnt working
so diyeh bought big gulp
by then niang and i wanted slurpee liao.
HAHA.

we kinda kept trying the slurpee machine
then it was like liquid slurpee (not solidsolid one)
so niang tried some then drink den tried another then drink
in the end dontwant to buy le,
cos "my thirt quench already"
so save-money, lol!

took an express bus frm beach point all the way back to harbourfront
the driver was like
"this is an express bus to habourfront.. i will not be making any stops along the way.. does anybody need to get off?"
den nobody so he started up the engine
halfway along the road the bell buzzed.
so stopped let her off.
den went on,
and the bell buzzed again
i supposed its because there are tourists on board bahs.
den dont really understand english.

niang took train alltheway to tampines!
;D
anyway
they were talking bout ghost movies and och and everything
so freaky
almost scared to walk home, hahas.

didnt know niang's a peranakan.
so he's a "baba"
according to the chinese syallbus we're studying now, lol.
baba and niang re.
thts.. something and nyonya i think.
mmm.
niang's grandma is malay i think.
uhhhhh should be lah.

den he was saying tht day he saw r.s flirting with a girl
den he was so distracted he walked into a pole
WAHAHAH.
;X
den the girls behind him all laughing
ahha.
he looks so blur lah.

he mentioned something about catching crabs.
so fun
ive never even gone fishing
one day must go
(:

now super red.
not tanned.
more of.. cooked.
diyeh didnt get tanned i think
he got cooked too ;P
super red!!
banana boat aloe vera
(:

tmr's the onestar kayaking course.
so martin and lionel are going to get tan (frm tmr) on their tan (frm today)
;D

tmr got band cip at yiochukang cc too.
15 minutes of cip.
zzZZ

loads of homework to finish
after cip tmr must work hard (:

had a greatgreat day today
didnt feel one ounce of sadness
love my "family" ;D

been trying to find this month's issue of readers digest around the hse
think my bro bought it to thailand.
shucks.
anyway there was one interesting point i rmb.
scientists carried out a research whid\ch showed tht
love lasts only 16 to 18 months
and after tht, we're on our own.
i suppose its maintenance
and commitment.

watched parent trap
the one with lindsay lohan.
the adults are so goodlooking
(:

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